I woke up this morning with the heaviest chest- I could hardly breath. I spent all last week in deep depression and I could NOT figure out why. I realized that it has been almost a year since Rene left us. This was the last week of her life a year ago. It still hurts like it was yesterday.
I miss you Rene. I hear you telling me to be positive, so I am going to spend the week being grateful. I am grateful for you, for my kids and husband, for my family. I am grateful to be employed, to have a home and healthy food to eat. I am grateful for friends. I miss you Rene.
Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
-1Thessalonians 5:18
I have been feeling quite similar. In fact on Saturday night I spent an hour on here re-reading all of the posts. Frustrated, sad, despondent. Then I got to the Happy Heart post and was quickly reminded of the joy that she brought, and still brings. Praying for you friend.
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